Prom 2014

Omg!! I had not been blogging for 2 (?) months now! Thanks to my major exam, SPM. I swear SPM this year was the worst. They gave us stupid questions and named them HOTS (Higher level thinking skills). The point of those ridiculous questions is to boost up our thinking skills like those exams overseas. Honestly, that’s just my opinion but I guess the govement just wants to make our education level higher since our education level is lower than India’s. I am totally fine with this but the fact that even the teachers doesn’t know how are the questions going to be like and we have very limited information, pissed me off. Plus the fact that they kept changing things at the last minute (last minute as in like at the assembly. But I know the day before). Whatever it is, I pray that they will lower the grads.

Anyway, last Sunday  (30th of November) was my school prom and it was okay I guess. I don’t consider it as a prom since dates are not allowed so how could you possibly called it prom? But I got my taxi driver aka Greg to fetch me to prom. So I guess I brought a date?

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Trying to be seductive but failed! Hahaha

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Overall they have quite a nice variety of food, especially the dessert. They served us duck meat, pasta, salad with olives and amazingly macaroons but me and Greg prefer the ones in TWG.

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To sum up the whole event, first we enter the ballroom, we had food, later performance and games, we dance around, had declaration for prom queen etc and then lucky draw.

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Had my family photo taken. May told us not to smile due to the legend of the olden days, when you smile in a family photo, souls will enter your body hahahah.

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Sorry for being vain haha. I have more pictures but these pictures summarize everything.

Teenage dirthbag

Supposed to haunt for canvases and art stuff yesterday but when we (Abi and I) reach the store, it was close due to a public holiday. Abi wanted to watch a movie and decided to head to Gurney since she said there’s more options. Watch Edge of Tomorrow and I thought it was going to be boring at the starting because (Spoiler alert) they kept repeating the same day again but to my surprise it was not a bad movie. Abi on the other hand was having a brain fart whereby she did not understand the ending.

Did nothing much at Gurney though and I did not buy anything. I’m far too lazy to talk to much now since I’m deciding to head to Queens for my precious Mexican food since I’m a bit morose for I don’t know what god damn reason.

Ootd ;

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 was too tired to dress up and haunt for shirt. Plus I need more crop tops (I never buy my crop tops, I DIY all of them)
And that grunge-ish checker outwear, I cut the sleeves off (Sorry not sorry mom since its been in my closet for years)

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Dah face and if you notice, Abigail is a terrible photographer.

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o not ever buy that coconut water, seriously. Its a waste of my 8 bucks gosh it taste contaminated.

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When there’s Abi, there’s countless of photo of us camwhoring.

K bye. I need my food. Woke up at 3 P.M today and I only drank smoothie (Where did my appetite gone to?)

P.S Yes the title is from the show itself lol

Last Teachers’ Day

Every year for Teacher’s day, all of us students wear traditional attire. It is not a must but in order to obtain the amount of people to wear it, we are given merit marks. At this time of the year, everyone is all pretttyyy and no one ever follows the rules that was given lololol (Some take it to the whole new level though) P.S I was too lazy to edit everything and this is not ALL the photo that I had (Everyone who had touch my camera) taken.

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DSCN7480DSCN7494Seriously, 5 years of celebrating Teacher’s Day and this year is the first year where the teachers dress up like the students. I was dying of laughter because they were all SO CUTE!!
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After being in the hall for several hours, I gather with my friends at their class (Sadly I’m the only person in my gang who is in artstream *cry a river lol)
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My running partner

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T
he bitch

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The 2nd longest friend I ever had (10 years of friendship)

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n.Rajes. The only teacher that I really wanted to take picture with because I love her so hahaha I swear she’s really adorable!

And and and sorry if I didn’t write your names and stuff (Excuse my laziness) I love all of you don’t worry hahaha

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fter eating and all, THE VAINING BEGIN

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Come to think of it I think I was high HAHAHA just look at me omg

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ook at me people JUST LOOK AT ME HAHAHA

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My non biological brother

If I had not taken picture with you, don’t worry because Sports day, Prom and Graduation are coming soon!

Okay this summarized everything (I hope) I’m sorry just too lazy to edit and stuff. I’ve been out of track with my diet due to my busy life (Gosh them fats) plus I am going to be even busier during the holidays *cries. BUT I am not going to abandoned my blog~

Ending my blog with me spinning dramatically HAHAHA! HAppy Holidaysss!

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People sickens me

If you’re curious, do continue reading. If the title is already offending you then go ahead and close the tab.  Just a reminder that I am not talking about EVERYONE (Obviously I don’t know 7 billion people) And no I am not spreading hate or shit like that. This is MY blog therefore I have the right to post WHATEVER I want.

You see if you know me, I get super annoyed by people. What I have observed is that people are super ignorant, youngsters or elderly.

Every time when you enter somewhere or trying to exit, obviously you have to push or pull the door, no? Yea, what do you do next? Most of the people just open and after they have completely pass through the door, they just let it be,

not caring that there’s someone else at the back of them or in front of them who are trying to pass through too and NOT caring that they have free hand(s) or not. No fucking courtesy I swear. Is it really hard for you to just help a person hold that door? And that brings another issue.

Don’t you hate it when people don’t say “thank you” to you when you help them out and stuff? Example :  You’re holding on the door for people who are about to pass through the door you pass through a few seconds ago. So you’re there thinking, I’m not in a rush, even if I’m in a rush, it’ll be super rude to slam the door on someone’s face (unless you hate them lol but that’s not the point) so you’re just standing there waiting, until the pass through it, AND obviously, you say thank you,no? YES FUCK NO. They just fucking pass through it without saying thanks or whatever like you’re invisible, LIKE you’re a doorman ( Even doormen deserve respect). i usually shout “You’re welcome” super loud but my mom always tell me to just ignore people like that.

Am I offending you yet? If I am then go ahead and exit.

Okay this is for those who have work. Once, I went Subway, I was choosing my topping and the girl who works there was asking me something that I could not hear cleaning so I say “Sorry could you repeat?” and she just ROLE HER EYES AT ME. My whole attitude just fucking changed and since she want to play it that way, I went all cold too. Okay I get it, WE (hopefully) get it that you’re tired standing there all day and stuff but you don’t have to spread your bad vibes to other people. People who just spread bad vibes to you whenever they had a bad day or just scold you for no logical reason aka moms. My mom have been so fucked up recently.

HERE my friend. Before you just me saying something like “Oh ma gosh you shouldn’t say something like that about your mom. She’s your mom” or “Don’t be such a stupid kid. Love your mom for god sake” blah blah blah. Just so you know. I was the one who cooked for her when she’s sick, run up and down the stairs to check on her every 30 minutes, ask her if she needs anything, carry her stuff, walk all the way back from school or anywhere else just so that I won’t bother her ect ect. And the reason why she is fucked up is because I think she’s just stress out so I guess that is the reason why she kept throwing shit on me. AND she never really appreciate me. After what I have done for her, she still thinks that my brother is more successful than I am. Telling her that I’m stressed out and then she say something like “Please you stressed out?” When I had to see a doctor when I was 15 because my heart hurt so bad because according to the doctor I was ‘stressed out’.

I have really high tolerance with people’s bulshit and the way people treat me. I am in the same class as a couple of idiots for two freaking years and leaving with a fucked up parents who don’t know any shit about me. And oh yea not to forget, fucked up people on the internet who judge you because they can. Lol. What? Because I look happy and shit like that which means that I am happy? Fuck you.

Okay anyway where was I? Oh yea ok anyways, society. Oh society. They judge you when you’re different. I scan and observe people really fast so this is what I’ve observed for the pass 3 hours? :

People staring at me up and down, scanning me. And some times my mom.

Even my mom is used to my creepers now lol. And to some of you who might say ” This is Malaysia. Obviously you’re gonna get judge if you’re wearing something like that” or “Don’t expect people not to stare at you when you’re wearing like that in Malaysia”

1. I am use to all the staring and all the expression on the society’s face
2. Shut up and live with it because this is my body and I wear whatever I want.
3. Girls who wear crop tops ect are those who are confident in their own skin. So don’t go fucking calling a girl a slut when they’re just confident in their own body. Confidence is a very hard thing to build especially for girls so don’t go fucking up their life when you’re not loving your body. Jealousy kills honey.
4. Who are you to judge?

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And for those who don’t know this. You can express yourself in any form of art. Painting, dancing and even fashion. What you wear DOES NOT define who you are. So don’t go trashing about someone just because that person is wearing all black and have tattoos all over.

I still remember I once attend a church with a friend of mine. I usually wear skinny jeans and black graphic tees and spikes bracelets and stuff like that. Once after church I wen’t to the toilet with my friends and THIS GIRL who I dislike and who shall not be name stare and me like “Umm hello you’re in church and you’re wearing like that? I assume that worship satin”. Child, what did I ever do to you? LOL and I thought people who attend churches are 10x holier than those who don’t. NOT.

To make things clear. I am not insulting any religion here. I respect all gods and I do not blame god for all this. In fact, I blame society. What happen to “Accepting people for who they are”. If it is a sin to be gay then it’s a sin for you to judge.

FYI I know several people who have more than 5 piercings, have tattoos, listen to screamo ect but still the nicest people ever (Obviously nicer than that chick in that church lol)

I can go on and on and on but I have type 1163 words now lololol. And to those who read the crap I’m writing here, ALLLL the way here, I love you, we should be best friends lol. And I feel so much better now after writing a LONNNNG essay about society. Also thanks to the kid who was so fascinated about my creepers that she literally went “woah” which was adorable.

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Lies

Went out with myself yesterday because I have to buy equipment for my art class (You see this is why I hate attending art classes. I have to because I need to complete my art assignment ugh) My art teacher told me to wash off all the paint that I have in my palette so he can show me the “correct” way to put paint in the palette. It’s a palette. Why would you need to do that? Zzz

I’m not the type of person who would waste paint so I decided to buy a new palette (My money…gone) and obviously to spend my time alone. It’s like a routine for me to spend time alone with nature. I haven’t found the perfect spot to do so yet but the temporary place is the seaside view they have near Queens.

Ootd :

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Well this is the reason why I love to wonder around in my mom’s old closet. That jacket was my mom’s haha and I’m beginning to love it more now.

By the way, the title don’t have anything to do with this post lolol. I’m just listening to  Lies by Marina and the Diamonds.

Plus I’ve edited my blog a bit since I finally have WiFi (Not a good year to have it back zzz) but something is wrong with it though. I’m still working on it and I’ve been considering on changing my blog’s name I don’t know. Dilemma shit.

And and and this is not related as well but I had recently receive hate from Ask.fm saying that I am “copying” someone else’s style and I “need” to be real. Hahaha bulshit. Honestly if you know nothing about someone, don’t conclude anything AT ALL. If you don’t like my style and think that it isn’t “original” then fuck off. But I am thankful that you guys actually stalked me hahaha.

Oh the bulshit people do and say.

Pale

This post is all about pictures and spamming. Random pictures.
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Peach from Australia.
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I’ve been drinking 2 cans of tea every day for the past 4 days, continuously. Is that a good or a bad thing? I’m so addicted to tea gosh.
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I don’t know why but when I smell it, I already had the urge to buy it. It smells like chocolate so if I were to put it on me, I’ll smell like chocolate and I dislike putting anything on my skin when I go out. So I don’t know what’s the use of this. Lol.
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And look, I finally conquer my fears of walking on planks above the sea, alone. It was really scary at first like someone might push me down and I’ll be downing and die. But I did it and it feels good.
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Had my alone time siting there, staring at the sea. It was a pretty view and I could stay there longer until a group of Chinese from China start blabbering and invade my territory. So I have to hold back on what was I thinking and walk away. Tsk. Mood spoilers.
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Ootd on the last day.
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Yup that dog was biting me but it did not hurt one bit. It’s still a puppy so whenever puppies are developing they need something to chew on because their teeth will start growing and it’ll itch. And that was a stray dog who just randomly walk in my dad’s house.
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Freshly brewed tea. If you dislike this then I’m calling you a tea hater.
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A book to keep me sane. Honestly I think I’ve been unhappy lately. Like literally. I guess the past and the future is just always there whenever I tried to focus on my present. It’s hard for me to not think about it. I mean, how can someone move on so quickly? But I’m pround of myself for I had rejected my dad’s request when he called me to drink. Instead, I drew. But pain still remain. I’ll slowly regain. I’m sure of it. Till then, I’ll cherish whatever I have now, ignore haters and live life.
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Went to a secondhand bookstore a couple of days ago to exchange my old books for new ones and I got one called Until I say good-bye by Susan Spencer-Wendel. It’s about how and what she did on her last one year of living. So far its a pretty good book and it made me think, a lot. I think I’ve been thinking too much. Kill me.

All pictures here are taken in Langkawi. I’ve taken more than this but nah.

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First day of Chinese New Year. I shall not use the word happy because I was not happy. Work up at 8.30(?) for I don’t know what reason though I slept at 4(?) Insomniaaaaa.

Okay so every year, my parents will do their yearly routine to visit an old forks home and give them all Ang Pow (Red packets) and donate some money for the building. Only took us 5 minutes or so to give out all the red packets. The weather was so bloody hot and I felt sleepy but I wanted to go out but the weather was boiling so I got lazy.

In the end we went ‘shopping’ (lol) in the patrol station since all of us want drinks.
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Rocky and jasmine green tea goes well together omg I swear.

Then I came back and took a nap and then took my Ootd;
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And yes the background is different. Took these pictures in my room since there’s still daylight. I’m sorry that my face burn your eyes. Not. Because I just woke up so. And yes omg this is such a girly outfit. Wanted to add in a bit more grunge in it but life is too short (lol that doesn’t make sense)

This is not a necessary thing to say but I’ve been drinking tea the whole day. From green tea to jasmine green tea to green tea again. Is that a good thing?

Singapore – Day3

Okay the second last day in Singapore! On that they, we head to Sentosa again but this time we went to S.E.A Aquarium. I kinda think that Asian’s aquarium are all the same? I’m not really a fish fan (Except for octopus? Hehe) but sadly I saw no octopus. Anyway I’m neutral with sea creatures ’cause I spend most of my holidays on places with beaches, sea ect.
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The aquarium had made it into the Guinness world records for being the biggest aquarium(?) I don’t know. I forgot the record.
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Then we went out (I wasn’t really amazed) and went Candylious? I kept calling it candyland hehe
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It was heaven!!! But sadly I brought nothing from heaven. Since I have the precaution of taking care of my diet.
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After that we head to some place with the MRT and mom called it our ‘shopping section’ but fuck! She lied ugh. I saw a lot of stuff in Forever 21 that I wanted but she rushed me and in the end I brought nothing. Like what the fuck? I was so pissed ’cause every time they went in a shop, we’ll have to wait for them but if we do, they’ll start scolding us for taking so long. And this is fair? Ugh.

Anyway, brother brought he’s LBX and he was sleeping with it. And I got nothing to sleep with. *Disappointed.