I don’t know why but when I smell it, I already had the urge to buy it. It smells like chocolate so if I were to put it on me, I’ll smell like chocolate and I dislike putting anything on my skin when I go out. So I don’t know what’s the use of this. Lol.
And look, I finally conquer my fears of walking on planks above the sea, alone. It was really scary at first like someone might push me down and I’ll be downing and die. But I did it and it feels good.
Had my alone time siting there, staring at the sea. It was a pretty view and I could stay there longer until a group of Chinese from China start blabbering and invade my territory. So I have to hold back on what was I thinking and walk away. Tsk. Mood spoilers.
Yup that dog was biting me but it did not hurt one bit. It’s still a puppy so whenever puppies are developing they need something to chew on because their teeth will start growing and it’ll itch. And that was a stray dog who just randomly walk in my dad’s house.
A book to keep me sane. Honestly I think I’ve been unhappy lately. Like literally. I guess the past and the future is just always there whenever I tried to focus on my present. It’s hard for me to not think about it. I mean, how can someone move on so quickly? But I’m pround of myself for I had rejected my dad’s request when he called me to drink. Instead, I drew. But pain still remain. I’ll slowly regain. I’m sure of it. Till then, I’ll cherish whatever I have now, ignore haters and live life.
Went to a secondhand bookstore a couple of days ago to exchange my old books for new ones and I got one called Until I say good-bye by Susan Spencer-Wendel. It’s about how and what she did on her last one year of living. So far its a pretty good book and it made me think, a lot. I think I’ve been thinking too much.
All pictures here are taken in Langkawi. I’ve taken more than this but nah.